Collection: The Markus Project

The Power and Energy of Words Thoughts and Emotions

I've learned a lot since joining the club no one wants to be in November 4, 2000. From the phone call when we learned Markus had been in a serious accident everything I believed and thought I knew has been tested to my limits in any areas.

In the last 23 years I have walked into a lot of traps set for everyone especially those who have "lost" a kid. Below is information I have found that would have been nice to know at the beginning of my life journey in 1959.

When the sketch Markus drew on notebook paper in 2000 turned into a sculpture in 2023 a tangible piece of art we can hold in our hands I really buckled down to figure out what is going on.

Basically it's pretty simple.

Live Laugh and Love no matter what.

Follow your own gut feeling or inner guidance system.

God created a world that follows the law of physics precisely.

When the doctor proclaimed that Markus was dead early in the morning of November 4^th, 2000, the events of the past 24 hours only got stranger.

From the phone call his mother and I got the day before informing us that Markus had been in a serious car accident and we needed to get to the hospital ASAP, to his last hours on this earth in the physical form was way different for all involved. In many ways it was like he just changed forms, however, well that got crazy.

Markus has made many attempts to let me, and others know that he is really here just in a different form.

When Corey, was called to and completed The Rose Bush on May 24^th, 2023 that Markus drew September 29^th, 2000 it was another clear sign Markus was still here in a different form.

I know Corey through a series of seemingly unrelated events. He is welding some aircraft towbars I designed and could not find a local welder to do. We have never met in person.

When Markus's completed art piece showed up at our house on September 12^th, 2023, we knew it was time to share our research, what we have seen and experienced.

Markus's completed art has a powerful effect and we would love to show it to you.

Since I have learned that there are teachings, truths and more that have been hidden or misrepresented.

This page contains resources we have found along the way. I hope will it help you in this crazy journey here on earth.

A shift in cultural beliefs and awareness about death and many other things will ease much pain and suffering and make the world a better place to live in.

Losing a kid is something that can be an opportunity to dig deep, explore and learn about teachings and truths hidden and misrepresented by sometimes good, well meaning but misinformed people.

I have asked a lot of questions, gotten a lot of answers which has led to even more questions. But am now living my best life ever.

Below are some resources we have discovered that we hope will help you on this journey.

No one involved with The Markus Project will endorse nor oppose any of them. From time to time we may give our own opinion based on our insights and experience.

I will say from experience, if new to this game be careful, lots of people are more than willing to take your money.

I have found the best educators teach that when one really gets connected, they will do just fine on their own.

Explore, learn to live, laugh and love. If you have something to add please let me know.

One other thing, Donna and I have developed and make some cool games. Check them out and get one of your own.

Thanks for stopping by,

Mark and Donna Howell

The loss of Markus in a single car accident on November 4th was a rude, involuntary initiation into a secret society. One myself and others become a part of without our consent. From the beginning in many ways it was like Markus was still here, we just couldn't see him. Not really accepted in mine and many people’s belief system.

Something no one cared to talk about or explore.

However...

Ever since I have followed Jesus's advice found in Matthew 7:7. Ask, and it shall be given to you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.

One of the many challenges I've had is the belief many of us have that there isn’t a word for the loss of a child however there is, it's called Vilomah which is a Sanskrit word that means "against a natural order"

ParAngels (Parents of Angels) are in a secret society that goes against natural order. A society where one will see and experience many things few get to. With understanding and education, it can lead to a life of joy and happiness.